Deeper Illusions by Jocoby Annie

Author:Jocoby, Annie [Jocoby, Annie]
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Published: 2013-06-22T21:00:00+00:00

Chapter Twenty-Eight

It was an unseasonably warm evening, about three weeks after I arrived at this place, when I finally decided to let Polly in on what was going on with me. “Polly,” I began. “I told you when I first came here that I had a secret about what happened to me in the seventh grade. Well, now you deserve to know,” I said, as I brushed her, and stroked her ears. “There was a gym teacher. A very handsome gym teacher. The girls were googly-eyes about him, including me. I was 12. I had crushes on all types of boys, and men, too. He noticed me, Polly. He noticed me.”

Then I looked at my hands on her neck and mane. They were shaking uncontrollably. “I miscarried his baby, Polly. He and I had sex behind the bushes in the fields behind the school. It was only the one time, but I know that I miscarried his baby. I passed clots, huge clots, when I got my period after we did it. I never told anybody about this.”

It was then that I finally figured out the source of my self-loathing. The gym teacher, of course, kinda forgot about me after that incident in the bushes. There were rumors that he was doing the same thing to a lot of other girls. Then he was transferred out of the school for mysterious reasons, a few years after the incident between us.

I put my head into Polly's neck and mane, and wept uncontrollably. I ended up spending the night in the stable with her, laying down in the hay, not caring that I was probably laying on horse pee. The horse poop was dug out of the stall, so that wasn't a problem.

I couldn't move. I just lay down on the hay, and cried myself to sleep.

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